Gray blizzard

Snow gray blizzard on a slizzy dark road,
Black leather and shiny covering coat
Is not helping me in the wintery cold
Of broken connections,give me the sword
To cut dead old trees, lying straight from the past,
To kill all temptations , coming into my chest.
Blizzard, strong blizzard,  please,act like a wizard,
Take me away from this slippery mess,
Let me be truthful and deeply confess:
I love you, my cruel, eastern wild guest,
The heart pumps all passions, not giving me rest,
Your smile trembles nerves  on my colored dry lip,
All scenes from the past are lining up in one trip,
Sick mind goes crazy, Lord, help me this day
To throw saint  essence to you all the way.

два крыла

Рождённый ползать , летать не может
Даны два крыла , чтоб порхать незримо.
Я целюсь , целюсь, мишени мимо.

Руками упрямо взмахну, не сдвинут
Меня ураганы лихих  напастей,
Огонь в глубине горячее страсти.

Гори,  не сгорая, лети,  не летая,
Пропой гимны скорби, осанку не горбя,
Мелодия песни в душе зазвучит,
Гармонией счастья как древний иврит
В  молитве у стен бесконечного храма,
Помилуй меня, Богородице, мама.

Breathing

Breathe,
           the air will clean everything up,
           It sweeps dustiest dirt and dries tear`s drop,
Inhale,
            saint love and desire - tight posy in vase,
Exhale dark anxiety, don`t ever chase
The past... shades of it disappeared,
Baby, why are you acting impossibly weird?

Don`t use excuses to confess,
Don`t heal my bruise behind the chest,
Don`t sleep with  me and never care
About inner sacred space,
Between two hearts connections`re rare
Don`t break it up in middle days,
Don`t talk about needs, my dear,
Keep your mouth tightly shut,
Saint humane love avoids you here
Abandoned,empty, poor,but...
I`ll pray for you in rain, through snow,
In days you`ll sadly realize
That better let emotions grow
Then be spiritually wise,
What if long  path`s intersection
In unbelievable white space,
Will blend together eastern nations?
Too late , my baby, only praise,
I hope the Lord, not cunning  faces,
I hope for real, mercy me,
I`ll follow deep big wide traces
While whisper trembles :se  la vi

Silver rain

Silver rain

Rain, silver rain, dropping into my space,

Glitter forever, uncover the Grace,

Strong current of air, blow out despair,

Move faster ,dark stone,big stone on my heart,

Transformed winter cold....we feel closer and warmer,

Vanished forever black dark evil  dart.

Snow, white snow, melt in my hair,

Icycles, play us mysterious song,

We`ll glorify Christmas, pain quietly  bare ,

Building gold fields, where we grow strong.

Connections, rejections, attract or repel,

Ring loudly ,vocal melodical  bell,

Ding, ding ......the clock strikes twelve times,

Let miracle happen , making us wise,

Dong,dong .....bright wave of new start,

Throw away the black spade-devil`s card,

Whisper a prayer with timid saint song,

Forever and ever make us belong.

new mystery

Baby is coming, the Lord Jesus Christ,
Save me today from myself,I will strive
To be with You here for the rest of my days,
Hear me , hear, in mysterious  ways
Give me the strength to win against flash,
Its growling just no more that an obvious trash.
Baby, my baby, who are you ,dear,
The storm with tornado is coming up here,
The hurricane freezing the last kind intention
Giving me through unforgettable tension.
Mercy me , mercy me, angel, I love,
Who? You don`t know, help me , white dove.

Christmas

What will the miracle be like?
You will appear, making bright
My day and night, from head to toe
With magical fantastic snow,
On Christmas Eve, please, wrap the gift-
You and the reindeer on a sled
And toys for tree with silver net.
O, let me kiss my Santa once
And fall in gentle reverence,
My dear, be alive, I pray,
Make new tomorrow and stay
Inside and out for a while,
Put on my face teenager`s smile,
Love me baby, become mine,
At Christmas fire give me wine .

Бессоница

Средь промежутков, расстояний
Встреч, мимолётных расставаний
Лежит долина ожиданья ,
На глубине непониманья.

Мне всё равно, в какой стране
Чужою быть иль плыть на дне:

Чужие люди, города,
Мечты о чуде, дрожь едва.
Под тёплое души дыханье и
Кошки сладкое мурчанье.

Бессоница - сестра разлуки?
Ты - мачеха полночной скуки.
Молюсь Тебе на свет свечи,
Не потушу огня в ночи.

Гори зарёй, моя звезда,
Добавлю колкие дрова
В огонь пульсируйщей крови,
Свечу стихами до зари.

Проснись ,душа
Восстань спеша,
Дорога - скорбь
Ты стать не горбь,
Ствол внутренний наполни зноем -
Любви Божественным покоем,
Отдашь - обрящешь новый век,
Верь, жди,  надейся, человек!

Как хочется

Как хочется  дойти до самой сути,
Любовь иль тяжесть неуёмной мути? 
Как хочется до нитки, до остатка,
Отдаться под дождём ,чтоб было сладко.

Как хочется прижаться на морозе
К огню младому, открываясь  в прозе.
Как хочется лишь на мгновенье встретить,
Пропеть:  'Люблю' , стихами ночью бредить.

Простите вновь, познание, сознанье,
Откликнешься ли на моё признанье?
Иль скроешься вдали за снегопадом,
Под ветром пряным вперемешку с градом?

Пройдут печали, радости ,обиды
Аккордах старинной  панихиды,
Не назовёшь меня невестой- Афродитой,
Любовью терпкой до локтей омытой,

Не познаны глубины и  мгновенья,
Не выпиты  порывы  вдохновенья.

Christmas Eve

Sing me a song like a bird in the spring,
Petting my back with a warm fluffy wing,
Tell me in french sweet bonjur not ova,
I will answer in russian straight 'yes' sounds"da",
Tell me my sweetheart you `re now alive,
Sink in my soul or rapidly dive,
Come,dear, come through the glittering sky,
On white Christmas Eve we are trying to fly,
To the marvelous land, to eternity stand,
Singing with saint angels "Glory",
Nor feeling guilty neither sorry,
Blessing Lord in last weak breath,
Under snowy winter trees

Ты моё отражение

Ты моё отражение в устье реки,
Ты от скуки спасение и от тоски,
Ты улыбки волшебной сиянье младое,
Поцелуя мгновенье ,дыхание зноя
Услышь меня, милый ,не буду лукавить
Потерь ,слёз ,ошибок уже не убавить
Открой тайну вещую и помолись,
На закате огни отражаются ввысь ,
Ритмика танца испанского кружит,
Капли дождя переполнили лужи,
Где ты сейчас ,мой хороший, вернись,
На голос души и огня отзовись,
Лечу к тебе внутренним ярким потоком,
Электромагнитным, спешу ненароком,
Дыхание нежное прячу едва,
Кружится седая во тьме голова,
Прийди ко мне ночью в тиши сновиденья,
Рукою горячею вытри сомненья,
Спой по-французки с арабским мотивом,
И мы растворимся в мгновеньи счастливом.

 

Gray sky

Gloomy gray sky with a purplish border,
Gift to my life unhaotical order,
Teach me to hold rainy liquid inside,
Enjoying the view on a destiny ride.
Drizzles, wet drizzles, evaporate faster,
My eyes soak reflection of lovable master,
Thin image , black hair are drawn in the lake
From tears with cheers- the tastiest shake.
Sunny path glitters through morning still ocean,
Pink dawn blooms like rose in human emotions,
Rising above dreaming souls,the sun,
Dry watery streams, making sadness to run,
Your rays show drops of invisible space,
Bless us on Earth for the rest of the days.

Wintery mix

Wintery mix on your road, don`t `speed up in vain,
Catch at the station young fastest blue train,
Ride through the snow,the ground below
 Is covered with dirtiest sluggish grey pile,
It is inner reflection of soul, rejection of purity
Holding me still  for a while.
It is slippery, baby, falling and falling,
My skin has reaction- red spots swollen blame,
The car wheels are breaking,confessing and faking,
Tying the knot feeling hotter,the same.
Fly peacefully , dove,white bird of Saint peace,
Hide my heart in the grove between magical trees,
Whisper the truth, is it ready for me?
The earth of salvation, fair well, sa, la vi .

Calculus and romantic

Foggy and sleezy, wet road, mistakes,
Check the solution for the rest of the days,
Substitute roots into variable`s space,
Change the dimension to polar and waste
All energy looking for that contradiction,
Identical creatures , like twins in the fiction,
Take this derivative, speed of spread warmth,
Through the distance jump over all laws, human norms,
Find me the limit when x goes wild,
It equals infinity, out of site.

Fairy tales

Falling splashed water froze in the air,
My feelings are messy, Lord ,mercy me,where
The end or the road? In crossed deepest sins?
Give me the courage to fight poison pins.
The snow will clean even dirties sides,
It will vanish ,uncovering darkest sad nights.
Snow white , gorgeous , dwarfs loved you tender,
Give me the strength to say "No", surrender.
Snow Queen,dear, don`t breeze on my hair,
Cinderella will make me a dress from the air,
The air of humbled, cozy , old den,
My prince will be ready at midnight time ,when
The young Peter Pen makes an innocent girl
From me ,playing piano, singing minor,
The hymn of salvation, the song of Saint Love,
Magnify Heaven, shining above.

Before Christmas

Pregnant young girl on the salty dead sea,
Messiah about to enter ,while we
Forgetting about the miracle treasure,
Seeking forgiveness, thinking of pleasure.
Mercy us, Dear, Pure Saint Mother,
Say a prayer for us to the Mercyfull Father,
Forgive me, forgive me, all sins , lies, transgressions,
All unfullfilling firing passions,
Lead me to  the wintery white fairy tail,
On the rain deer`s back, through the snow in pain,
Let me be loved on the miracle land,
Till the end of the Earth, on the mystery stand.

New breath

Small wintery creek is shining below,
Old yellowish leaves make dull  music and glow,
Don`t let me be burned  through the fire of sin,
Intersection of roads will not make me win.
The Heaven is close, the door tightly shut,
Give me the wisdom of winter, my heart
Is weak, as chameleon changing reflections,
Being confused in repelling directions,
Mercy me , mercy me , falling and falling,
The gasp is below the Earth, praying , calling,
I am barely  trying for mercy full  Lord,
Hearing only  the harmony cord,
Sound it out, let it go , exhale,
The melody, shout and let me be pale,
The blushes on shameless red cheeks tell the truth,
Full of Grace Mother, cover my bruise.
You are here for us on the Earth, let me live,
And make for the Universe saint pure white gift.


Live as you can die today,
Throw dark despair away,
Inhale the air of compassion,
Together with a firing passion,
Exhale the dampest foggy smoke,
It`s fear`s sleazy,nasty rock,
The swamp of unforgiven sins,
Temptations, slight relations pins,
Jump into coldest falling stream,
And swim through hottest red extreme.