There were our space in the universe,our souls are in there alive, the angels met and arranged everything for us...In this warm spot I feel the silver rain touching the opening on my dress, covering shivering shoulders with its glittering drops, you just turned all silverfish. I do not see the color of your eyes,because it is a mirror of the soul and for now all is covered with silver sprinkles. I wanted to touch you but my hand felt only the silver drops, what is inside...
How could it be that warm in the rain... Your silver long arms spred around me, the music made a xylophone sound, as somebody put a newspaper inside the piano, we are dancing with a song' love me tender,love me do, never let me go'. Our silver bodies are circling around in a slow motion. Even though we are close, I am still not able to feel your touch. My hands are going through you, feeling the warms of your heart, the strength of caring grateful spirit and your gentle love. Love me, babe, kiss me, your kiss will go through me and will continue with a music. Small barrette inside my hair became a silver bell and start ringing in a musical rhythm. It sounded like sol or la. I still can not see you, darling, but that kiss covered me with roses. I wanted to smell them, but the rain washed them away. The music stopped, only my silver bells are still ringing in the rhythm of our love...
The sun came out, silver blanket,covering the earth turned yellow, it matches my hair now. Wide clear rainbow appeared in the blue sky. The bright colors in the rainbow are changing all the time, like moods of the young girl, whoose soul is filled with new tender and gentle love. Talk to me, magical rainbow, you are the sign of Lords mercy. I see you because I love my Lui. Tell me about our future, tell me where will go and let my children see you, so they will accept my choice and be happy. We are sitting near the lake, it looks like a round blue mirror. It reflects our souls, but I can see transparently only mine, yours is all covered with a reflection of sunlight. You huged me again and again...hold me tight , my dove, don`t be afraid to break my wings, God will give me new set. I started kissing u , the reflection in the lake turned into two shadows of big doves, there wings covered all imperfections of the minds, souls and bodies. They protect each other. My rainbow, sing us a song, holy song of our love...
We kissed and start swimming, suddenly my dress dissolve in the water, I stayed calm, knowing that it will be covered when needed, I dived and saw you under the water, our hands met, coming up above the lake surface. It was a dusk , we swam together towards the sun on its purple reflection, quiet lake took us ,splashing our bodies with chills. We had to swim fast, not to be cold, fortunately , we found a boat, you took me inside and cover with a camel wool blankets. I made a small tent under it, as my children do all the time, you climbed in drying my shoulders with sweetness of the magical French kisses, and we were swinging in the boat until the sun came out again in the morning pinkish sky.
I suddenly woke up from the passionate kisses, we were still in the small boat. I opened my eyes, blessed the Lord for every second of my existence, and looked for your warmth. Your body reflected the light of awakening sun, it was turning from pink to lavender. You did not let the morning chill to get in. I look at myself, the sport clothes appeared nicely tightening my forms , its color was changing from blue to navy, than purple and lavender. Our colors start matching, we blinked at each other and decided to swim further. In the bright horizon the lake was going in to the river, we swam and swam until fresh fast water took our boat and we started swimming fast along the river. The sun was raising high and dove in the blue infinite sky. I started counting the clouds. They were shaped like pairs of different animals, there were 12 of them. I guessed, when the last cloud disappear, we will see each other in reality. We started praying and asking God not to send more clouds and take all storms away. My angel touched the right hand, my thoughts start becoming calmer and brighter and I finally fall asleep.
I woke up from the sound of storming current carrying our boat. We were holding hands together, your wide palm was tickling my piano fingers, spreading the hot wave down to my toes. I huged you as tender as I possibly could. The sun light, crawling through the branches of high pine trees, riched your amazing smile. It was my smile, I put it on your face. The bunch of sun rays slashing through the cloud drawned our blanket in their summer sparkling light.
O God, my father, give me the wisdom not to imagine something that never going to happen, so I wont hurt my soul, wounded from the past, but if I have to carry the cross of abandonence, give me the courage not to despair, I know you will do it for me, for yours is power and a glory forever. Amen.
Suddenly , I saw myself transforming into the a bird, nice and beautiful. She was singing her melodious song in a cage for many years, not being able to fly and spread her wings. One day she broke the lock and she was still remembering how to sing in a free flight, she learned how to speak, 'dance' and love being in the cage. During her first free movements she discovered a lot of new and forgotten abilities inside herself. Now she is performing anew play, she hibernated from dull to bright tones, her fluffy wings carrying her changed body to the new land. It is only 11 days of flight left, she is flying towards towards you, my white dove. She loves you even before she knows you so passionately that her heart receives punchy stings, when she is trying to send her love kilometers away. Love her, my darling, her wings will tickle your back in the morning, and the soft notes of spring song,coming out from the brick will fulfill your dream.
While we were picking up the wild strawberry in the old forest near fast river shore, the summer sun was raising higher and higher,the air became so sticky and hot, that my short open blouse became completely wet and transparent, small sweat drops covered my palm, which was glued to your hot hand. The humidity increased to the point where our sweat started gluing us to each other. The silence in the nature was heavy,it seemed that each alive creacher was annoyed by humid heat. I tried to call my angel, but he did not come. What did I do wrong? You were drowned in the hot swam, the voice whisper, I heard the echo of upcoming storming wind, the sky stuffed with black huge clouds became dark and scary. I was trying to move , but
the glue turned into a stone. We started praying under the precision of black universe.
The light of happiness that was shining through me all last week became darker, it looks like a scary moon reflecion on a stormy ocean shore. The river in our space is taking us to the ocean of stormy feelings. We are still attached to eachother, the stones inbetween us transformed back into warm glue. We were unable to get into the boat in this disposition, and started swimming towards the moon. It was hard to move forward because of the bubbling waves,which were ready to goble our souls up, I felt that it was our feelings. The black shadow of night bat approched our heads and started covering your body with a spots of nesty liquid and we started drawning deeper and deeper inside under the surface. I was terrified and started praying, in a second the big dolphin swam besides us, taking our glued bodies onto his smooth back, and jumped out of the water. We thanked God and started asking for his mercy,we were unable to move freely, please, take the crazy glue away.... The voice above the ocean flew away, only trembling echo reached our ears- wait until you see each other on the earth.
In our space it is shiny today, even thou we are still glued to each other, ocean waves brought us to the beautiful shore below the mountain. This mountain was high and gorgeous, it had a lot of forests and lakes on the surface. I did not see any paths how we can climb, because our trip to the top have not started yet, we were observing its beauty and thanking God ,that he let us see it for now. Warm wind, tenderly hugging our faces was blowing calmly, leaving the goose bumps on our skin. We were trembling and anxious to see each other on the earth and get rid of the crazy glue .The reflection of sunlight went through our souls , giving us the feeling of happiness, I saw the colorful butterfly on your shoulder and you mention the twin one on mine. Sing us a song, dear butterflies, tell us about our future, swing your pretty wings faster, so the couple of clouds left on sky will disappear and we can see each other soon.
It was getting darker and darker below the mountain, the wind direction drastically change, cold northern breath embraced our glued united bodies, the full moon light froze our reflections in the ocean water. Suddenly I saw the shadow of the scary creature in the water above our heads, he was waving his tale towards my head ,making your body wick and tired. An awful nasty smell of old trash stuffed our noses, we started getting sick in our minds and bodies, shooting cough did not let us breath fully. This creature was shiny like a piece of gold,was shaped nicely and looked very sexy, nevertheless he had a tale.
The silhouette of the dark creature became bigger, his golden color promised us a lot of money, throwing golden threads around my neck, he was doing some motions with you, I was trying to look and protect you, but my hands became tighten with a gold thread, also I was not able to see anything, my eyes were stuck with a golden dust. You started moving around quickly, giving a pain to my skin because of the glue. I was trying to ask for heavenly help, but his long nasty tail was slapping my body, making me feel a pain underneath of my abdomen, as I want you to death and not about to have you forever. The air became extremely hot, the humidity drained our bodies, covered with cold sweat, our dry mouths, united in one flower, were unable to water each other. I perfectly understood, that if the help wont come , we would be dried like grapes, turning into sweet raisins.
Love is a single pearl shining in a pile of life bull shit, let it live and glitter in the eternal light of Your infinite wisdom. Whoever is spitting in the bowl of water he is drinking from, is cursed to be thirsty forever, do not let us do this, keep us together, caring for each other, and let us meet each other
, but let it be Your Will with us on each step of your path. Amen.
We were asking for help in prayers through the night and fall asleep. Morning breath, coming down from the mountain chilled out our exhausted by heat, dried bodies, we even were able to move without pain and kiss each other.... These morning foggy kisses felt like somebody were pouring a grape juice inside the raisins to make big grape pieces from them. The nasty creature disappeared with all his temptations ,leaving a dirty space in our soul which would welcome his next jump. While we were kissing, our lips built a hot pink flower, it had the sweetest smell in the world and was producing transparent nectar, with a taste of honey, that is why we did not feel the humid no more. This kiss was so long that when I opened my eyes the sun started moving towards the west.
We were sitting besides our mountain and watching disappearing clouds above. Suddenly,
west wind changed its direction to south western,Mountain became invisible and the ocean started coming back to the infinity . This wind brought a lot of sand and our space turned into a dessert. My angel said, that if i want to be unglued, he can do it now, but we will experience severe pain , i agreed.... in a moment the pain started taking layer of my skin out and small gray bird poured a wax on our bodies taking us apart of each other with a black cloth. The wind was blowing harder and harder , dry punchy air embraced our wounded bodies and lots of owls were singing a crying song as the sky turned black. It was no stars around, gusty wind was taking the sand from the ground ,splashing it into our faces and not letting us see each other. Large camel, circling around, stumped with his paws the dark rhythmical ornament of our suffering, we started getting extremely thirsty, longing for water and for each others warms. This camel was covered with gold, he turned around and run away without a desire to take as another place. Our prayers were not helping, kisses became fake and made us more and more thirsty. We were lying on an empty ground of abandoned by God desert and could not even cry.
