end of the novel-The fifth dimention

We were not able to cry for a long time until it started raining,I was expecting the silver rain, but the drops were cold and brown, it was pouring and the sand around us turned into dirt. Big brown spots were sticking to my body, covering my skin with stinky dirty spots and making holes in yours. In 5 minutes I was not able to see you, rain started to freeze down leaving big icy puddles on the ground. My only angel, take me back to earth, let me see my children and be myself..... I was flying down and down through the clouds, but felt that I left one piece in our 5th dimention....that was part of my heart. My God, you give us power and if we   loose it for good will, you promises to multiply it in us. Make my heart full of saint love, so the next visit to above space will be  shining and blossoming in one neverending road.