Scared

You scared me more than I am in the verse,
Enjoying the moment- not spiritual course,
Not having to care and longing to love
Will close the gate of Saint Heaven above.
What is the purpose of life from your side?
Getting the pleasure on the everyday ride?
Fun, no questions, the pay off will come
And throw us out, making just numb,
Our feelings and souls ,emptied inside,
Will be tasting the hell wine with mouthes dried .
Mercy yourself, stop thinking this way,
The path  will work out itself , if we pray.